What if I stumble:

The song from D.C. Talk, "What If I Stumble?, What If I fall?".  This song keeps going through my head.  Today I feel my walk has become a craw.  Jenni you were my rock and my strength.  Together we could have made any dream come true, and I miss that. Part of the song say's "Do they see the fear in my eye's".  It's been a year and 10 months, has my grief  turned in to fear?  I can ask questions all day, but I never seem to get the answer. Is there an answer? I have always been the strong one in my family.  I'm tired or being the rock, that everyone turns too.